I don't think another animal is something we need. As it is the two of you compete for my attention, I don't need something to split it further or I would never have time to myself.
Maybe Leon wants a dog too. They could run and play together and chase each other around and sleep in a furry ball together. Leon could stop stealing your lap on the couch.
I've had years to think about you. Of course I've fantasized about having you in my lap. I mean, there's more to it than that. It's not like you're just sitting there. But you're definitely there.
And it's not just that. I've probably fantasized about everything at least ten times. Probably made up shit that didn't even exist before.
[ Is this curiosity or sexting? Felix wants to ask, but if he asks, he knows he's going to ruin it. So he's just going to go with it and see what happens. ]
Well, it starts off with a lot of kissing. Aggressive, sloppy kissing. Like you can't wait to get anywhere more comfortable so right here's where it's happening. And soon it turns into biting. You've got marks on your neck. I've got marks on mine. We're both hard. You're kind of rocking against and it feels really good. But it's not enough, you know? So I fumble around and get your pants open.
[ Aaaaaaaaaaaaand now he's getting hard. Goddamn it. Time for a break. ]
[ It was curiosity. It probably still is because Locus has never sexted before and wouldn't really know if this would constitute as such. He's just kind of in the moment right now since that's the kind of living he's trying to do. ]
It's like, I want to take it slow, you know? Tease a little bit. Make you feel good without getting you off. Really enjoy the way your cock feels in my hand. But then I get my hand on it and that's it. I don't have that kind of patience. I get you out of your pants slow enough but I'm already stroking you. Really working you. And you kiss me or bite me, I don't fucking know and I'm just like Christ I want you to fuck me. And okay yeah this position's not great but I don't care I just want you inside me.
[ That he's switched over to talk to text and is absently rubbing the heel of his hand over his own dick is something only he and Leon, who just walked unnoticed into the room, know. ]
[ This probably isn't a conversation they should be having via these comms. It's private and Locus isn't positive people can't get into these and read the things they're saying. Not to mention he probably shouldn't be having it while in the kitchen at the restaurant.
For several reasons. ]
Even when you want to take it slow, you're still impatient.
[ How like Felix. Even in his fantasies he can't handle himself differently. ]
That's not true. I can take it slow. Sometimes I take it really slow and it's you telling me to hurry the fuck up.
[ He almost detours into that fantasy, but then realizes that he needs to answer Locus' question and that keeps him going on the right path. ]
I don't. You do. You just take me by the shoulders and kind of twist and push at the same time. And then I'm on my back and you're on top of me and I still have your dick in my hand and I'm torn. I'm really fucking torn. Move up and you could fuck my mouth. Move down and you could fuck my ass. But you're just kind of there in the middle and maybe I should stop jerking you off but I don't want to do that either. It's really fucking frustrating.
[ He can see that. ...Sort of. Locus doesn't have a lot of patience in certain situations. Especially those that involve Felix. So, he can easily see himself getting annoyed and fed up with whatever game Felix was trying to play. ]
I don't think the position is suitable for your mouth.
[ Which is to say, his preference is fucking normally. ]
Yeah. It really isn't. Sometimes it is. Sometimes we're on a desk or the floor or hell, one time there was this anti-grav situation and God, that was nice.
[ Now he's distracted. Distracted and his pants are open and his eyes are closed and he's got his dick in his hand. ]
But yeah, you're right. It's easier just to yank my pants off and fuck me. Because you're getting into it and you'd like to get off too. And I don't know don't ask about logistics it doesn't fucking matter. We fuck a lot so I'm ready and there's lube handy. Whatever. Point is the pants go and yours go and then you're fucking into me and I've got a leg around your waist and I don't know you're messing around and I'm like no just FUCK me so you do. Hard and fast like if you don't get off that instant you're gonna explode. And it's so fucking good. You don't even know I try to tell you but it's hard to fucking talk and goddamn it I wish this was your hand.
[ NOT what he means to say but he's really getting into it now and the poor speech to text program doesn't know what the hell to edit out. ]
[ Well. He might be getting into it. Currently. Right now. When he shouldn't be. He wonders what to say back because it all feels a bit too silly. Felix is much better at this because he's much better at talking.
Then he reads that last part. There's no mistaking what that means. He could let it go, but... ]
[ Is he reading that right? He reads it again and goddamn it he wants to get off but weighed against getting off with Locus, there's no contest. ]
Yes. Okay. I can wait. My hands are off my dick. Please don't get distracted and take too long. Waiting is really fucking hard. I'm really fucking hard. Please hurry. Please. Right now.
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[ And yes, he's completely reading into that. ]
Couldn't hurt, trying stuff. You'll figure it out, you know. Eventually you'll know what you want.
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[ Locus knows. Stop it. ]
I did mean with you, you know.
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You wanna try the horses again?
[ He's kidding. ]
My calendar is wiiiiiiide open.
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No. If another horse kicks me, I'm certain I will not be allowed near the stables again.
[ Because as much as he's trying not to kill anyone without reason, he'll fucking take down the horse. That hurt. ]
We can discuss it later. We can go to the range again, too.
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[ He thinks he likes Leon too, even if he doesn't admit it. ]
What about a dog? You like Leon okay.
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I don't think another animal is something we need. As it is the two of you compete for my attention, I don't need something to split it further or I would never have time to myself.
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That's because I don't like to share. This isn't about that. This is about making you happy.
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It's something to consider. But we [ we ] have Leon.
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But if you're that worried about it, just put your head there. I can rub it or something. Brush your hair. It'll be relaxing.
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You fantasize about me sitting on you?
[ Brain, you had one job. Don't ask. ]
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I've had years to think about you. Of course I've fantasized about having you in my lap. I mean, there's more to it than that. It's not like you're just sitting there. But you're definitely there.
And it's not just that. I've probably fantasized about everything at least ten times. Probably made up shit that didn't even exist before.
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Like what? What am I doing?
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Well, it starts off with a lot of kissing. Aggressive, sloppy kissing. Like you can't wait to get anywhere more comfortable so right here's where it's happening. And soon it turns into biting. You've got marks on your neck. I've got marks on mine. We're both hard. You're kind of rocking against and it feels really good. But it's not enough, you know? So I fumble around and get your pants open.
[ Aaaaaaaaaaaaand now he's getting hard. Goddamn it. Time for a break. ]
Sorry. Got carried away.
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Keep going.
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It's like, I want to take it slow, you know? Tease a little bit. Make you feel good without getting you off. Really enjoy the way your cock feels in my hand. But then I get my hand on it and that's it. I don't have that kind of patience. I get you out of your pants slow enough but I'm already stroking you. Really working you. And you kiss me or bite me, I don't fucking know and I'm just like Christ I want you to fuck me. And okay yeah this position's not great but I don't care I just want you inside me.
[ That he's switched over to talk to text and is absently rubbing the heel of his hand over his own dick is something only he and Leon, who just walked unnoticed into the room, know. ]
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For several reasons. ]
Even when you want to take it slow, you're still impatient.
[ How like Felix. Even in his fantasies he can't handle himself differently. ]
How would you fix the situation?
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[ He almost detours into that fantasy, but then realizes that he needs to answer Locus' question and that keeps him going on the right path. ]
I don't. You do. You just take me by the shoulders and kind of twist and push at the same time. And then I'm on my back and you're on top of me and I still have your dick in my hand and I'm torn. I'm really fucking torn. Move up and you could fuck my mouth. Move down and you could fuck my ass. But you're just kind of there in the middle and maybe I should stop jerking you off but I don't want to do that either. It's really fucking frustrating.
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I don't think the position is suitable for your mouth.
[ Which is to say, his preference is fucking normally. ]
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[ Now he's distracted. Distracted and his pants are open and his eyes are closed and he's got his dick in his hand. ]
But yeah, you're right. It's easier just to yank my pants off and fuck me. Because you're getting into it and you'd like to get off too. And I don't know don't ask about logistics it doesn't fucking matter. We fuck a lot so I'm ready and there's lube handy. Whatever. Point is the pants go and yours go and then you're fucking into me and I've got a leg around your waist and I don't know you're messing around and I'm like no just FUCK me so you do. Hard and fast like if you don't get off that instant you're gonna explode. And it's so fucking good. You don't even know I try to tell you but it's hard to fucking talk and goddamn it I wish this was your hand.
[ NOT what he means to say but he's really getting into it now and the poor speech to text program doesn't know what the hell to edit out. ]
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Then he reads that last part. There's no mistaking what that means. He could let it go, but... ]
If you wait twenty minutes, it can be.
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Yes. Okay. I can wait. My hands are off my dick. Please don't get distracted and take too long. Waiting is really fucking hard. I'm really fucking hard. Please hurry. Please. Right now.
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