[ Time to go back to the sex. That's less awkward than talking about this. He can see Felix is making an effort and as strange as that is, he does appreciate it and shows him that Felix is trying to change. Even if it's just for Locus. ]
It was the wrong goal to attempt. I have learned the error now. There is no such thing as perfection. Not even my own version. My attempts were striving for a goal I could never reach.
I still have no path to follow and perhaps that is meant to be for me right now, here. Attempting to live an obscure, normal life away from the military isn't something I planned for.
[ He thought he'd be dead by now, honestly. But he's not going to say that. ]
There is no way to return to the man I was. All I can do is move forward and accept I cannot plan everything.
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It was the wrong goal to attempt. I have learned the error now. There is no such thing as perfection. Not even my own version. My attempts were striving for a goal I could never reach.
I still have no path to follow and perhaps that is meant to be for me right now, here. Attempting to live an obscure, normal life away from the military isn't something I planned for.
[ He thought he'd be dead by now, honestly. But he's not going to say that. ]
There is no way to return to the man I was. All I can do is move forward and accept I cannot plan everything.