[ Okay, there is just no way to respond to this with drunk fingers. Speech to text it is. God help him. ]
I did it for you. I took the jobs for you. You don't like dealing with assholes so I did it for you. It's always been for you. Fucking everything. And yeah I fucked up. Big fucking surprise. But I couldn't be like you or be whatever the fuck you actually wanted so all I could do was be what you needed.
I shouldn't have done it. I should've let you go. But I couldn't do it. I still can't fucking do it. Do you have any idea what that's like. I fucking died and I still can't get over it.
Why do I miss you? Because you're the only fucking thing that's ever made sense to me. You're all I fucking care about. I hate you for picking them. I know I know, you didn't pick them but they're alive and I'm not and at the end of the day it's their lives you put above mine. But Jesus fucking Christ I still. Fuck. I don't know how to get over it. Any of it.
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I did it for you. I took the jobs for you. You don't like dealing with assholes so I did it for you. It's always been for you. Fucking everything. And yeah I fucked up. Big fucking surprise. But I couldn't be like you or be whatever the fuck you actually wanted so all I could do was be what you needed.
I shouldn't have done it. I should've let you go. But I couldn't do it. I still can't fucking do it. Do you have any idea what that's like. I fucking died and I still can't get over it.
Why do I miss you? Because you're the only fucking thing that's ever made sense to me. You're all I fucking care about. I hate you for picking them. I know I know, you didn't pick them but they're alive and I'm not and at the end of the day it's their lives you put above mine. But Jesus fucking Christ I still. Fuck. I don't know how to get over it. Any of it.