I see.
[It's rare in Dooku's experience for mercenaries to actually describe themselves as mercenaries. They prefer to rely on euphemisms like 'security contractor' or 'troubleshooter' or 'bounty hunter.' This one is far blunter- honest, in his own way. An unusual quality in a hired gun, especially one who associates with someone like Felix.]
Stealth is a valuable quality for the job in question. I want to find out the current status of a Soviet weapon captured by the American government. It is called LACKEY.
[It's rare in Dooku's experience for mercenaries to actually describe themselves as mercenaries. They prefer to rely on euphemisms like 'security contractor' or 'troubleshooter' or 'bounty hunter.' This one is far blunter- honest, in his own way. An unusual quality in a hired gun, especially one who associates with someone like Felix.]
Stealth is a valuable quality for the job in question. I want to find out the current status of a Soviet weapon captured by the American government. It is called LACKEY.
[ Between dealing with Traci's texts and rounding up Leon, it takes Felix a while to leave Locus' house. It's neat, all the glitter and marshmallow-flavored cat puke cleaned up, and there are fresh sheets on the bed. Just like Locus in his fussy adherence to neatness and order likes.
But Felix isn't thinking about that as he and the lynx trudge back to his house. He's not thinking of the stuff he left there—he can get more stuff if he needs to do it—or the fact that he won't be able to appreciate the fruits of his decorating. He's not even really angry anymore. Though, he's pretending to be angry, that what he's feeling is anger and not a kind of hopeless futility that's verging too close to sadness for his liking.
Leon cavorts around like he's having the best time, pouncing on leaves and chasing rabbits into bushes, but he really livens up when they're nearing Felix's house. And by the time Felix gets the door open, Leon is shoving his way in and bounding into the living room like something great is in there waiting for him.
Really, that should've been a clue. But it takes Felix actually looking into the living room and seeing Locus there, with Leon purring to beat the band and trying to climb into his lap, to realize what's happened.
Sighing, he leans against the wall and folds his arms across his chest. He feels tired, he probably looks tired, and he certainly sounds tired when he opens his mouth. ]
I spent all day decorating your house for you to see it. Go on. [ He gestures in the direction of Locus' house. ] Go home.
But Felix isn't thinking about that as he and the lynx trudge back to his house. He's not thinking of the stuff he left there—he can get more stuff if he needs to do it—or the fact that he won't be able to appreciate the fruits of his decorating. He's not even really angry anymore. Though, he's pretending to be angry, that what he's feeling is anger and not a kind of hopeless futility that's verging too close to sadness for his liking.
Leon cavorts around like he's having the best time, pouncing on leaves and chasing rabbits into bushes, but he really livens up when they're nearing Felix's house. And by the time Felix gets the door open, Leon is shoving his way in and bounding into the living room like something great is in there waiting for him.
Really, that should've been a clue. But it takes Felix actually looking into the living room and seeing Locus there, with Leon purring to beat the band and trying to climb into his lap, to realize what's happened.
Sighing, he leans against the wall and folds his arms across his chest. He feels tired, he probably looks tired, and he certainly sounds tired when he opens his mouth. ]
I spent all day decorating your house for you to see it. Go on. [ He gestures in the direction of Locus' house. ] Go home.
[ Oh God, they're going to talk about it. Inwardly, it feels like his whole body blanches at the thought. Outwardly, he involuntarily grimaces. It's the faintest kind of recoil, but he's shit at hiding stuff like this from Locus anyway. Besides, by now he's got to know how much he hates talking about stuff like this.
Sighing, he shoves off from the wall and drags himself across the room like he's going to his own execution. Which, he knows from experience, he approached a hell of a lot more enthusiastically than he does this.
Felix throws himself down onto the empty end of the couch and draws his legs up, tucking his knees under his chin and propping his heels on the edge of the cushion. ]
Yes. I'm jealous. Okay? There. I admitted it.
[ He doesn't look at Locus when he says it, just fixes his eyes on the wall opposite him and keeps talking, hoping if he's fast enough they can just avoid this whole fucking thing. ]
I'm a jealous person. And it's hard when I know that— [ You don't feel the same way. You don't want me. There were so many ways he could finish that sentence, but they're all pathetic so he sidesteps them and blunders on. ] It's hard. I'm trying not to be.
[ The same way he's trying not to be a mess of insecurities. It might not be working but he's trying. Best he can, anyway. His voice takes on an edge as he frowns. ]
So you don't have to babysit.
Sighing, he shoves off from the wall and drags himself across the room like he's going to his own execution. Which, he knows from experience, he approached a hell of a lot more enthusiastically than he does this.
Felix throws himself down onto the empty end of the couch and draws his legs up, tucking his knees under his chin and propping his heels on the edge of the cushion. ]
Yes. I'm jealous. Okay? There. I admitted it.
[ He doesn't look at Locus when he says it, just fixes his eyes on the wall opposite him and keeps talking, hoping if he's fast enough they can just avoid this whole fucking thing. ]
I'm a jealous person. And it's hard when I know that— [ You don't feel the same way. You don't want me. There were so many ways he could finish that sentence, but they're all pathetic so he sidesteps them and blunders on. ] It's hard. I'm trying not to be.
[ The same way he's trying not to be a mess of insecurities. It might not be working but he's trying. Best he can, anyway. His voice takes on an edge as he frowns. ]
So you don't have to babysit.
[ He doesn't actually turn to look at him, but he does look sideways out of the corner of his eyes for a few seconds. Locus is a slightly blurry cat-covered blob beside him, but Felix is familiar enough with him that his mind can fill in the details and pretty accurately construct his expression simply from the tone of his voice. ]
I know. [ That comes out a little snappish and impatient. ] And I stand by the decision. She can count. [ That's sarcastic, he can't help it. ] And she won't stab us in the back. None of them will.
[ Because the problem isn't really Traci. Deep down, Felix knows that. Just like the problem isn't the possibility of Locus sneaking off to the back room with her. ]
It isn't about not trusting you. It's... [ Sighing, he shoves his fingers through his hair. ] It's me. Internal stuff. [ This time, he does look at him. It's a quick twist of his head, stealing a glance and then pretending that he hasn't. ] And I don't know how to talk about it without sounding manipulative or ungrateful—[ That leaves a bad taste in his mouth. He shakes his head. ]—or whatever.
[ Felix frowns a little deeper. He takes a breath. Then releases it. ]
I'm sorry I pissed you off so much that you left work without finishing up what you were doing.
I know. [ That comes out a little snappish and impatient. ] And I stand by the decision. She can count. [ That's sarcastic, he can't help it. ] And she won't stab us in the back. None of them will.
[ Because the problem isn't really Traci. Deep down, Felix knows that. Just like the problem isn't the possibility of Locus sneaking off to the back room with her. ]
It isn't about not trusting you. It's... [ Sighing, he shoves his fingers through his hair. ] It's me. Internal stuff. [ This time, he does look at him. It's a quick twist of his head, stealing a glance and then pretending that he hasn't. ] And I don't know how to talk about it without sounding manipulative or ungrateful—[ That leaves a bad taste in his mouth. He shakes his head. ]—or whatever.
[ Felix frowns a little deeper. He takes a breath. Then releases it. ]
I'm sorry I pissed you off so much that you left work without finishing up what you were doing.


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