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The disparity in our weight lends to that not being a good idea.
[ Don't ask. Don't ask. Don't ask. Don't ask. Don't ask. Don't ask. ]
You fantasize about me sitting on you?
[ Brain, you had one job. Don't ask. ]
You fantasize about me sitting on you?
[ Brain, you had one job. Don't ask. ]
I feel like that's a trick question.
I've had years to think about you. Of course I've fantasized about having you in my lap. I mean, there's more to it than that. It's not like you're just sitting there. But you're definitely there.
And it's not just that. I've probably fantasized about everything at least ten times. Probably made up shit that didn't even exist before.
I've had years to think about you. Of course I've fantasized about having you in my lap. I mean, there's more to it than that. It's not like you're just sitting there. But you're definitely there.
And it's not just that. I've probably fantasized about everything at least ten times. Probably made up shit that didn't even exist before.
( either or! whatever you feel like doing. )
[ Don't ask. Don't ask. Don't ask. Don't ask. ]
Like what? What am I doing?
Like what? What am I doing?
[ Is this curiosity or sexting? Felix wants to ask, but if he asks, he knows he's going to ruin it. So he's just going to go with it and see what happens. ]
Well, it starts off with a lot of kissing. Aggressive, sloppy kissing. Like you can't wait to get anywhere more comfortable so right here's where it's happening. And soon it turns into biting. You've got marks on your neck. I've got marks on mine. We're both hard. You're kind of rocking against and it feels really good. But it's not enough, you know? So I fumble around and get your pants open.
[ Aaaaaaaaaaaaand now he's getting hard. Goddamn it. Time for a break. ]
Sorry. Got carried away.
Well, it starts off with a lot of kissing. Aggressive, sloppy kissing. Like you can't wait to get anywhere more comfortable so right here's where it's happening. And soon it turns into biting. You've got marks on your neck. I've got marks on mine. We're both hard. You're kind of rocking against and it feels really good. But it's not enough, you know? So I fumble around and get your pants open.
[ Aaaaaaaaaaaaand now he's getting hard. Goddamn it. Time for a break. ]
Sorry. Got carried away.
[ No, maybe it's not normal for them. Maybe it's even more abnormal than anything else they might have done. But Felix is under the impression that normal people do domestic shit like this. The TV says that they do, anyway, and maybe it's all exaggerated bullshit, but there's got to be a ring of truth to it.
And touching Locus feels nice. Felix doesn't want to stop. ]
I don't know. I don't have long hair. [ It comes out faintly defensive, because he knows that Locus is laughing—his version of laughing—at him. But not terribly so. Because Locus is obviously enjoying it at least a little. ] Shh, I'm being considerate.
[ He moves easily onto the third section, quickly tackling the tangles so he can switch to long, smooth sweeps of the comb. He takes care to run the tips of the comb lightly over Locus' scalp for a little extra sensation. The task's almost meditative for him too, and he keeps combing long after he doesn't need to do it anymore. ]
You should let me do stuff like this for you more often. I could try my hand at a little massage too.
And touching Locus feels nice. Felix doesn't want to stop. ]
I don't know. I don't have long hair. [ It comes out faintly defensive, because he knows that Locus is laughing—his version of laughing—at him. But not terribly so. Because Locus is obviously enjoying it at least a little. ] Shh, I'm being considerate.
[ He moves easily onto the third section, quickly tackling the tangles so he can switch to long, smooth sweeps of the comb. He takes care to run the tips of the comb lightly over Locus' scalp for a little extra sensation. The task's almost meditative for him too, and he keeps combing long after he doesn't need to do it anymore. ]
You should let me do stuff like this for you more often. I could try my hand at a little massage too.
[ It was curiosity. It probably still is because Locus has never sexted before and wouldn't really know if this would constitute as such. He's just kind of in the moment right now since that's the kind of living he's trying to do. ]
Keep going.
Keep going.
[ Holy shit. ]
It's like, I want to take it slow, you know? Tease a little bit. Make you feel good without getting you off. Really enjoy the way your cock feels in my hand. But then I get my hand on it and that's it. I don't have that kind of patience. I get you out of your pants slow enough but I'm already stroking you. Really working you. And you kiss me or bite me, I don't fucking know and I'm just like Christ I want you to fuck me. And okay yeah this position's not great but I don't care I just want you inside me.
[ That he's switched over to talk to text and is absently rubbing the heel of his hand over his own dick is something only he and Leon, who just walked unnoticed into the room, know. ]
It's like, I want to take it slow, you know? Tease a little bit. Make you feel good without getting you off. Really enjoy the way your cock feels in my hand. But then I get my hand on it and that's it. I don't have that kind of patience. I get you out of your pants slow enough but I'm already stroking you. Really working you. And you kiss me or bite me, I don't fucking know and I'm just like Christ I want you to fuck me. And okay yeah this position's not great but I don't care I just want you inside me.
[ That he's switched over to talk to text and is absently rubbing the heel of his hand over his own dick is something only he and Leon, who just walked unnoticed into the room, know. ]
[ This probably isn't a conversation they should be having via these comms. It's private and Locus isn't positive people can't get into these and read the things they're saying. Not to mention he probably shouldn't be having it while in the kitchen at the restaurant.
For several reasons. ]
Even when you want to take it slow, you're still impatient.
[ How like Felix. Even in his fantasies he can't handle himself differently. ]
How would you fix the situation?
For several reasons. ]
Even when you want to take it slow, you're still impatient.
[ How like Felix. Even in his fantasies he can't handle himself differently. ]
How would you fix the situation?
That's not true. I can take it slow. Sometimes I take it really slow and it's you telling me to hurry the fuck up.
[ He almost detours into that fantasy, but then realizes that he needs to answer Locus' question and that keeps him going on the right path. ]
I don't. You do. You just take me by the shoulders and kind of twist and push at the same time. And then I'm on my back and you're on top of me and I still have your dick in my hand and I'm torn. I'm really fucking torn. Move up and you could fuck my mouth. Move down and you could fuck my ass. But you're just kind of there in the middle and maybe I should stop jerking you off but I don't want to do that either. It's really fucking frustrating.
[ He almost detours into that fantasy, but then realizes that he needs to answer Locus' question and that keeps him going on the right path. ]
I don't. You do. You just take me by the shoulders and kind of twist and push at the same time. And then I'm on my back and you're on top of me and I still have your dick in my hand and I'm torn. I'm really fucking torn. Move up and you could fuck my mouth. Move down and you could fuck my ass. But you're just kind of there in the middle and maybe I should stop jerking you off but I don't want to do that either. It's really fucking frustrating.
[ He can see that. ...Sort of. Locus doesn't have a lot of patience in certain situations. Especially those that involve Felix. So, he can easily see himself getting annoyed and fed up with whatever game Felix was trying to play. ]
I don't think the position is suitable for your mouth.
[ Which is to say, his preference is fucking normally. ]
I don't think the position is suitable for your mouth.
[ Which is to say, his preference is fucking normally. ]
Yeah. It really isn't. Sometimes it is. Sometimes we're on a desk or the floor or hell, one time there was this anti-grav situation and God, that was nice.
[ Now he's distracted. Distracted and his pants are open and his eyes are closed and he's got his dick in his hand. ]
But yeah, you're right. It's easier just to yank my pants off and fuck me. Because you're getting into it and you'd like to get off too. And I don't know don't ask about logistics it doesn't fucking matter. We fuck a lot so I'm ready and there's lube handy. Whatever. Point is the pants go and yours go and then you're fucking into me and I've got a leg around your waist and I don't know you're messing around and I'm like no just FUCK me so you do. Hard and fast like if you don't get off that instant you're gonna explode. And it's so fucking good. You don't even know I try to tell you but it's hard to fucking talk and goddamn it I wish this was your hand.
[ NOT what he means to say but he's really getting into it now and the poor speech to text program doesn't know what the hell to edit out. ]
[ Now he's distracted. Distracted and his pants are open and his eyes are closed and he's got his dick in his hand. ]
But yeah, you're right. It's easier just to yank my pants off and fuck me. Because you're getting into it and you'd like to get off too. And I don't know don't ask about logistics it doesn't fucking matter. We fuck a lot so I'm ready and there's lube handy. Whatever. Point is the pants go and yours go and then you're fucking into me and I've got a leg around your waist and I don't know you're messing around and I'm like no just FUCK me so you do. Hard and fast like if you don't get off that instant you're gonna explode. And it's so fucking good. You don't even know I try to tell you but it's hard to fucking talk and goddamn it I wish this was your hand.
[ NOT what he means to say but he's really getting into it now and the poor speech to text program doesn't know what the hell to edit out. ]
[ Well. He might be getting into it. Currently. Right now. When he shouldn't be. He wonders what to say back because it all feels a bit too silly. Felix is much better at this because he's much better at talking.
Then he reads that last part. There's no mistaking what that means. He could let it go, but... ]
If you wait twenty minutes, it can be.
Then he reads that last part. There's no mistaking what that means. He could let it go, but... ]
If you wait twenty minutes, it can be.
[ Is he reading that right? He reads it again and goddamn it he wants to get off but weighed against getting off with Locus, there's no contest. ]
Yes. Okay. I can wait. My hands are off my dick. Please don't get distracted and take too long. Waiting is really fucking hard. I'm really fucking hard. Please hurry. Please. Right now.
Yes. Okay. I can wait. My hands are off my dick. Please don't get distracted and take too long. Waiting is really fucking hard. I'm really fucking hard. Please hurry. Please. Right now.
[ They've talked about Felix's proclivity toward irrational jealousy and he's aware when it starts creeping up on him now. He isn't threatened by Locus teaching someone to drive, but he also doesn't want to be forgotten because of some new person who listens to Locus' directions and can probably drive better than he can.
One time Locus ignores him for someone else and Felix will never get over it (until Wash is dead by his hand and his bones have been ground to dust by time.)
So, he decides to remind him that he exists. There's no harm in that, right? ]
Hey. Pick up some milk on the way home ok?
One time Locus ignores him for someone else and Felix will never get over it (until Wash is dead by his hand and his bones have been ground to dust by time.)
So, he decides to remind him that he exists. There's no harm in that, right? ]
Hey. Pick up some milk on the way home ok?
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